:(:(:( HAIZ

rarrrrrrr!
its a big big headache.
wad ii msg ur,ii still cant decide..

if go retain & oso apply poly at the same time,ii scared ltr aft poly posting,cant redraw frm pj.
dun even noe cn do tt anot lo. cos nt 1st 3mnths for mi sia.
den ii will be stuck in pj.
ii prefer poly beta now.
ii dun wanna retain. nO nO nO nO nO.

had been tinking like since morning,n my head is splitting liao..
shld ii choose to retain shortly or shld ii nt?
retain muz go submit appeal letter to sch.
n my fren going sch tmr,n ii going tgt,so ii onli hav like 1 more day to decide!
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ii noe wad my parents sae is true lah,
jux in case ii dun get the course ii wan in poly/or even the poly ii wan.
remaining in pj is like another option.
bt bt bt
iim stil so scaredddddddddd.
i've alreadi given up on jc life le seriously.
it took mi quite mani days to get over lah.
nv tot of retaining......
HOW HOW HOW!?

i'mataloss.
andidon'tliketheturnsinmylife.
whyamialwaysbotheredbyschoolworksincethisyear.

sighss.
yiharn